What’s on my mind today on this Easter Sunday? The end… His train will leave on time.
Well, there is no easy way to say it BUT I had to make a difficult decision on late Friday afternoon and had to put my dog Milo to sleep.
While I knew he was not well since Tuesday March 30th when he started having trouble keeping food and water down. Despite that I didn’t realize it was as bad as it was.
On Friday April 2, 2010 after 3 days since Milo was still sick and could not keep water down – I took him to the vet again.
Tests revealed he was in really bad shape. He was suffering.
As the vet showed me the first set of tests I asked the vet “Is it reasonable to say this is the end?” and the vet said “Yes – it is.”
I was hit very hard and was not prepared for it.
Yes – he was sick, but for some reason I took Milo there thinking I’d be bringing him home with me.
It turned out things turned quickly and it was the end for Milo.
I’ll write again soon after I can better organize my thoughts, but for now I will just say it was the right thing to do.
I’ll miss you Milo! You were a great friend!
This song has been in my head consistently strangely enough the past 2 days since he passed - it must be the song for Milo – it feels like it is… it’s His Train by Jason Falkner
“His train will leave on time”
Here are the lyrics and below that is a link to one of the services that offers free plays.
HIS TRAIN BY JASON FALKNER
Ryan calls me, says “You’d better believe it, I got the bug, gotta get out with my brother
And so he comes down from the small town, says he’s gotta move out of the boonies someday
And I smile to hide a sorrow deep inside
Because I know that he’s leaving I’m just now believing he’s got to find his own way
His train will leave on time (4x)
He ties his shoelace as a grin consumes his face, we’re out again in the town with intentions
And we’re the ones who say it’s all in fun when it’s understood that no good can be found here
And we talk about girls, what brothers don’t talk about girls
And it was best Christopher Walkin, he says “Go out and get ‘em”, guess who’s the protagonist
His train will leave on time (4x)
And he confides that he wants to be well but he’s always done well
We’re not worried about that
His train will leave on time (6x)


